Why do I give you so much power, control, over my body and my soul,
My heart hurts, my eyes, my nose swell, and I feel like the world is crumbling around me,
My body shakes and my hands go numb,
I can no longer see and my breathing rises,
I feel like there is a constant shadow following me, and one day it’s going to smother me,
Your laugh could cripple me, if it was directed at me, you could take me to my knees,
I would surrender everything to make you care for me,
I need to say goodbye, to let you go, and what hurts the most, is that you’ll never even know I was there.